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    November 11

    巴黎的一个夜深,北京的一个傍晚

        大提琴的声音为什么总那么低醇而悲伤?Pete说或许是“the anxiety of existence"。拿起笔,泪水居然又从脸庞滑落。
         已然在哪里?将要去哪里?墙上的法国地图在模糊的视线里开始摇晃,就像Deux Margots里侍应生凌乱而匆匆的脚步,那种永恒的忙碌与找寻。有没有一种姿势,比如,点一支烟,比如,守着一只赭石色的小壶自斟自饮着清咖,可以换来片刻从容的乜斜?可以像用了几百年的menu上的那些字母,轻而易举的留下痕迹?
         Caesar大病初醒的时候,抖动着虚弱而苍白的唇对她母亲讲:Pompey is wealthy and powerful,but that is already enough for him~when I lied on the floor,I saw his expression~I know that I can see something bigger and brighter,and that's the difference between us"年轻的野心在千年后还是被若即若离的疼爱着吗?那些象牙白的残垣断壁,偎着小坟前的一束鲜花,曾经的伟大只剩了想象。
         想要用口袋去捕捉时间,把我的喜悦&悲伤烙进它的身体,是否太过贪心?又或许,就像Rodin在自家后花园里的信手拈来,我们只是时间手下一个个无言的雕塑-几千年后的一个傍晚,一根火柴点亮,就能照亮我的脸庞,却照不见,我的心。   
     
     
         躲在这城市空阔的黑暗里,听凭细细的自行车轮在金黄的落叶上碾过,静得好像可以听到自己血管里的流淌。无需很多铺垫,一下子又很没出息又心甘情愿的,想要把那些流浪的狂想抛开,而做它城墙根下的,一个子民 。
        有时候,清脆的寒冷又要让想起志摩笔下的那个黑制服~低低的帽檐下~年轻的侧脸小声数着漫天的雪花
        有时候,狠命怀念许久以前 那些可以让我蜷缩的温暖角落 
        习惯了自己和自己相处,习惯了一人分饰多角?
       

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    Dustywrote:
    恩~或许那个“a movable feast”会一直跟着~:p
    Nov. 29
    请随文字继续度假.大无名的生活里有你的角色.
    Nov. 29
    Dustywrote:
    校内人太多了点~呵呵 那些照片照片算是很多零星的集合吧~
    Nov. 23
    davidwrote:
    你还在这写呢~~~
    那照片在哪照的来着???
    Nov. 22
    Dustywrote:
    亲爱的提奥:好高兴的是~在Musée d'Orsay的那天傍晚终于可以只看刷子的痕迹就认出你的vicent和claude Monet了~一个像牙膏~另外一个~是一朵一朵的~哈哈
    其实我还是像以前一样~常常就在自己的ups and downs里不停的转换~界限模糊到自己也糊涂~
    写作像我可能不自觉地就痛苦了~现在的实际状态应该还是巧克力的~
    不过在巴黎的那天深夜真的想了很多~没有实际意义的stuff~或许这才比较切题呢?~呵呵~听得是李泉的卖火柴的女孩~还有一两个路人的脚步声和星星点点的法语 ~很奇怪的美好组合吧 ~
    Nov. 17
    Dustywrote:
    to Holly:水木注册了又不够留言的权限~不能在你的空间留下蜗牛的痕迹了~
               好久没写~觉得真的很多时候写了才可以更清楚~更找到自己呢~呵呵
    Nov. 17
    欧 你这样说 我太伤心了
    Nov. 16
    亲爱的 你要相信 即使只剩下沉默的路灯其实你也不曾真正孤独
    Nov. 16
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    holly wrote:
    hi,爱透你的文字,怎么就这么美呢
    ——是因为寂寞么?
    不管因为什么,请多写吧,多多留住这样的青春:)
    Nov. 13

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